Better Days

Man..I can’t believe the nurse sent me home just because I could have the “possibility” of having sty AND pink eye infection. Arghh, I hate missing school. At Scripps, missing one day of an AP class means work work work the next day. I wonder what everyone is doing? I’m also worried about missing articulation - I really wanted to talk to my counselor about whether to take APES or APEURO with the sophomores (T_T).

What’s on my mind.

I have discovered that I am a very determined person. I know that’s usually what people would call a “good” trait to have but I think I am absolutely crazy. Since 4th grade, I already made up my mind that I wanted to be a teacher. Since 6th grade, I decided that if I was going to be a teacher, I wanted to teach history. The normal reaction that I get when I tell people about my dream is : O.O HISTORY?! WHY?! GROSSS!!!! lol If I ever told you that I understood how you can hate history with a PASSION, then I’m probably lying. I LOVE history and for me, a life as an average wage teacher does not sound so bad. I know that when I go to college, I’m going to have to take a crap load of history classes all over again. It won’t even matter if I pass the AP test, I’ll probably have to take US history and every other history class again and to others that might seem like excruciating pain or the phrase, “JUST SHOOT ME NOW!” but to me, that sounds like a fun roller coaster ride - I’m so anxious and excited! I am a very strange person. (x I’ve heard all the comments regarding a history major : HA! You’re GOING TO BE POOR! DON’T DO IT! NO NO NO!!! but after hearing those comment countless time, I still can’t shake off the excitement I get thinking that one day, I will able to accomplish it! You guys can help me decorate my classroom with weird posters! ;D

Another major that I’m thinking about pursuing is Anthropology. I’ve always been a big nerd when it comes to studying cultures and people of foreign places. My Godbrother suggested double major in Anthropology and History but those are two really broad majors. I wonder if I can handle it. (x Man, I know I shouldn’t be thinking so much about the future and just enjoy my day but thinking about this makes me happier because it gives me something to look forward to and AH! I’m a chicken - we’re hungry for knowledge ;D according to the Chinese Zodiac. XD

Oh well, no school means free time to finish all the other homework I have. WHEE! lol If you spent your time reading how I talk to myself when I’m alone, I’m sorry if I wasted your time XD Have a nice day. God Bless <3

8 DAYS NOW WITHOUT HULU!

Hm. Blah. I have this funny feeling in my stomach. I don’t know what it is. It’s not health related, more like the feeling you get when you know something about your day is off. It’s like the feeling you get when you think you’re missing something or have forgotten something but you don’t know what you forgot. Whenever I feel like this, I get very frustrated or confused. I usually try to do homework, watch dramas, or read mangas to get my mind off of it but it’s impossible to get rid of. Also, I can’t explain it properly. I tried calling my best friend but she doesn’t know either but I know something is weird. I hate this feeling. I think I have a clue on what’s bugging me but then comes my second problem: will I admit it? I want to scream my head off cause I’m thinking too much now of something I’m not even sure of. Man. I got issues. Screw it. Life as a teen - yipppeee! Nothing is ever easy, not even understanding yourself. (x

Oh geezzzzzzz! So far, I have gone 5 days without Hulu (I gave it up for Lent) and I am going STRONG! I still have big time urges, MAN! MY SHOWS! I’M GOING TO BE SO FAR BEHIND! I attempted to watch t.v. but seriously, having to find out when my favorite shows are on and waiting for them….too much work. I have homework and stuff to do - like searching through my fridge for food! Hm..nothing has changed so far. School is back for another week of AWESOME FUN! T_T I’m still a crazy food lover and my funky self. Today we had a time write in Francisco - haha total BS. Today, I finally discovered what curling is. Who knows if its a sport but its in the winter olympics! XD Graham had to explain to me what they actually do in curling - He has amazing hair <3. Today, I woke up for school - totally crappy morning. My hair felt really soft today - even Peter said so! I kept feeling it, wondering if anyone was wondering - man that chick and her hair - ISSUES! but screw it, my hair is soft - YAY FOR CHI PRODUCTS!! I went on facebook when I got home, my pet Lennie from Petville keeps going to the Pound! I hate paying!!!!! Such a waste of virtual money. Anyways, nowadays it seems like a lot of guy are physically sick (including Henry T_T) while all the girls are lovesick <3 XD I find it cute. I read my horoscope for today and it says my “advice is greatly needed.” It told me to be “straightforward” and “expressed my opinion.” I think that’s the saddest advice anyone could give me cause I speak my mind no matter what the other person says. Also asking me to be more straightforward is like asking an arrow to be more pointy (x (I bet only I will get that.) So yeah, my rambling for the day has ended. Time for homework! Have a nice day (:

Wheee for doing homework tomorrow!!!

Like always, I told myself not to  procrastinate during this 4 day break but man, I’m a teen, who am I fooling? XD

Haha, I thought this was cute. MOOOSEEEYYY!